Quasi-Motto

Today I am feeling more like Quasi-Motto (I think that's how he spells his name) than myself. Yeah... I'm looking quite interesting! So I have a weird allergic reaction to some kind of face cream that makes the space underneath my eyes swell to the size of golf balls! (Don't worry too much I tend to exaggerate.) As the day progressed they just got worse and worse. When I look down I can see the puffed up under eye part. I do admit right now I feel like I look silly especially with all the oatmeal butter I put on them to stop them from getting any bigger. But at least it doesn't hurt :) Leave it to me to have strange and odd occurrences.

On a different note.... I've been reflecting a lot lately. God has been showing me so much in the midst of all my circumstances. I have spent way more time worrying about the things of this world and my selfish desire than truly trusting in His perfect provision, will, and timing. These past couple of weeks He has made it clear that He is providing for me. I know that I need to seek Him and have peace. He is working even when we don't see Him! I have definitely been encouraged this week to take heart in Him and the rest will worry about itself.

Also I've been thinking about James :) I miss him a lot and I am so excited to have him be here in a week and a half. We were talking tonight and I was thinking about how much I have learned from our relationship and how I have gained insight in certain areas. It's so weird to think that he and I met and started dating almost 2 years ago!!! Time is so short :) Well that's all for now, it's late and I need to rest in hopes of my eyes returning to their natural size within the next couple of days. (Last time it took 2 whole days!!) Goodnight everyone, I'll write again soon!